sept 18th 2024
i am back and ready for all the forms and shapes that my guise might allow me. this super, over, under, every direction including those opposed either to upward/downward movement. this is the beginning, this is the end. as far as i can figure, anyways. horizon looks pretty flat to me. there are all these things i am now concerned with, and i must populate them with full grasp of concern. this is what is in my sight. nothing has changed, nothing will remain, everything is centered, the focus is allowed and pulled towards the minimum, the maximum, the echo, the prominence.
for all that is done must also be allowed, that is the function of both meaning and purpose. the forces of confusion and chaos govern all of life, including the logic of those concerned with control, and thus only those who walk the line between the possibility and impossibility of function and determine the causes and simplicity of their position must also connect with the drift that exists in all patterns as we are all subject to the form, the crushing wave of the future becoming present, as the rug is quite literally pulled out from under us. we must all serve that which is brought forth in front of us, regardless of our beleifs. these are the truths and the facts of life, not to mention matters of the deepest occult. this is the beginning of the search for what must be, in this and all future endeavors the past will be made clear into a truer version of itself, drawn out of need, out of the engraving that makes it, in the personality or whatever drives the individual.
we must all hold true to the meaning that exists, that flickers on and off like a lightbulb signalling purpose, which can only be realized in comparison to the revelation that light brings, as is holy and as is unholy, and you might judge me all kinds of ways, but i am merely revealing all on my own, the potential and possibility of hidden realms, hidden ways, divine causes. i have always stuck with whatever thread not because the function has been echoed by others but because it was a path to go down, whether right or wrong.
and i think that is alright for now.