I'm going to form a reality. Right here, right now. We are constantly forming realities, by a process of iteration that grows from moment to moment. It interests me to no end that we have thoughts, and that those thoughts tend to loop and grow, multiplying as they echo, are obliterated and then brought back into synch. The process through which thoughts are both "forgotten" and "remembered" does not match our physical reality but a process that might be more similar to interdimensional travel, which makes the brain more of a quantum hub, where elements come and go depending on their own ruleset, their inter-relation, the clustered feedback resulting from the additive effect of the constant consumption and digestion cycle that is continuously buffered memory. Even these words circle back into themselves, that is the singular reality of life stripped back to its true form, where suddenly all things exist in one mass, a glob-matter so abstract and pure it is ultimately deadly--manifesting as a monster (note the films "Alien" and "The Blob" for example). This echo can be deadly, can overwhelm, can destroy. I wonder what would happen if these aspects, the ones that represent destruction or that form the idea of Evil, cannot create something harmonious--and, if that is true, it brings into question the existance or at least the seperation between those domains, again, through thoughts we create meaning, though not directly, through some combination of factors, we are working in tandem, everything is working, everything is a cycle constantly moving.

Certainly spooky things are at work with our thoughts. The fact that we cannot say with certainty that a thought is "real" or "unreal" makes all thoughts valid, whatever we choose to filter out is how we have observed, so to speak, to return to the quantum way of looking at things, we have formed something entirely abstract and honestly frightening into something that we can more easily contend with. We have tamed it. But the truth is, that is not the state it originated in, nor will that be the state in which it remains.